Of course you're not. You are trying to justify an illegal Russian war of aggression and the massive Russian war crimes committed in that war and so you have to find examples of Ukrainian bad behavior to balance the scale.

The fact remains that had Russia not invaded Ukraine in 2014 and created the supposed "civil war" there, arming and leading the supposed "separatists", there would have been no waring forces to commit the inevitable horrors of war. Whether Ukraine was or was not influenced by fascist groups is ENTIRELY irrelevant. The makeup and political dynamics of Ukraine are NONE of Russia's business, and are entirely insufficient to justify a single Russian military boot on Ukrainian soil.

If, as you claim, Ukrainian politics somehow justify Russian miliary invasion then by the exact same logic, the extensive fascist leadership and state violence emanating from the Kremlin equally justify outside attack, including from NATO.

You can't have it both ways, either the "internal affairs" of BOTH Russia and Ukraine are their own business and NOT justification for invasion from the outside, or they aren't. If Russia is entitled to attack Ukraine because it disapproves of its politics then the rest of Europe is entitled to attack Russia for its own massive transgressions of the human rights of its citizens and its state terrorism in the countries on its boundries.